A Hole In My Knuckle
You drill into my knuckle. A power drill—moving slow.
Our eyes lock as bone splinters: crunch.
I don’t feel it – though I know I should.
You don’t notice -
The drill continues turning: steady, clockwise. My knuckle is a crater.
You pause only to brush the dust of me from your shirt.
I watch the fine powder settle on your collar – my bone, my blood, a pale constellation.
Still, I don’t flinch.
You ask if I’m comfortable. Your voice is gentle, as though we were sitting over tea.
The drill hums in your hand, waiting.
I nod.
Because what else is there to do, but agree?
I am as hollow as the crater.
As hollow as your smile.
As hollow as the slow, steady turn that will not stop until nothing of me remains.